Twins

Off late I am so confused about what friendship is all about... A couple of days ago I was at my close friends place, its being long since we had a sleepover or even just hang out since we are in different universities and different schedules, so holiday and weekend is the only time we have to hang out but then during weekends I hang out with my boyfriend or my school girls and so does she. So basically holiday is the best time to have a proper hang out.

On Wednesday I went for the sleepover, in the beginning we had stuff to talk about which is normal I am a chatter box but then we were interrupted by a phone call from her boyfriend who was mad at her over something I will call ”unnecessary”  but who am I to judge. She dint talk much on phone then we went back to chatting. After a while she went to get a snack then got on phone and locked the door to the kitchen so that I do not hear.

SO I DO NOT HEAR…………why? What? Where? Which? I guess I won’t be answered this questions. This is such a shame

We have been best friends forever, we tell each other everything, we have been through a lot together good and bad, I can go on and on about this but after she locked the door so that I do not hear I can say I was hurt.

Hurt, betrayed were the emotions I was feeling when my best friend turned her back on me. We were like twins enjoined together at the hip bones. Our lives were transparent I can say we knew each other’s hair count that’s how close we were. So when she closed the door to have a secret conversation with the other person on the other line, it was crystal clear that our lives have changed, not by choice but by circumstances.

 es I am admitting I was hurt when my best friend hides stuff from me after everything we have been through as friends. she still feels like she can’t talk to me about her issue,  that’s a trust barrier and I can’t deal with that right now. No matter how bad what they are going through is or how much she is in pain. I still think she should have told me. I know you’re meant to be there for your friends no matter what but then your friends should want you to be there for them and in this case it’s not the same;